19 August 2017.
We finally went on a date, after so long a period. I can’t remember when was the last time we went out together sans kids. We have the kids with us most of the time because we would need to look for someone to mind the children if we decide to have couple time. The in-laws have been really awesome and they have been doing that all these while. But we do feel bad, that we have to impose. After all, FIL was quite advanced in age and the two active children would definitely tire him out.
But that day, we had to have our much needed date and we enjoyed ourselves, watching a musical, an activity we both love.
That weekend, I felt a tad lighter in spirit.
Both the hubs and I regain our sleep after 21 months. Dan could finally sleep through the night and we couldn’t be more relieved. He could communicate better with us now, even with his limited vocabulary. That helps because there was less misunderstanding and as a result, less frustration on both sides.
I feel less burdened, a lot happier and am willing to open my heart again to others. By that, I mean serving beyond my family. For a few years now, my focus has been on the kids and the husband even though for the first few years in my motherhood journey, I had been venturing into baking. Now that Dan is more independent, I feel I could give, give to others and to pursue new interests.
These are good changes and I believe I will embrace them. I thank God for sustaining me throughout all these years and I wonder what He has in store for me…